Is every day the same

It seems like every day is the same then I realize I'm sinking. I saw the you tube video with Kari Jobe singing "Revelation"in it are scenes from "The Passion" and other clips... soon I am in tears and my hard, and disturbed heart starts to feel more broken. I realize that when I allow every day to be the same old thing it destroys me, and yet it is the same old thing... I have realized if I can just see Jesus when I am helping my husband walk, bathe or whatever else he needs then I can feed my spirit instead of the flesh and I rejoice. For me this is how I can be victorious in this season of surrendering all.

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  1. emilJuly 21, 2009 at 7:04 PM

    Terry, what you are doing is impossible. That is why you need the Lord. You know this. Thank God you do! I love you and will walk with you as much as we can when I get back, and I promise to be more proactive in your care. I think if I take care of you, you can take care of Mike. I was mixed up a bit - I thought I was supposed to help take care of Mike. Sheesh.

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  2. TerryJuly 22, 2009 at 2:28 PM

    Rosie, I think this message is from you but it says emil!!!

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  3. alicia kristineJuly 22, 2009 at 4:02 PM

    Kleenex and Coffee~ how cute is that? I love that you are blogging~ it's so soulful... love you!

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