Life and Death


I'm not sure why I had to say goodbye to my dad this past week and how come it hurts so bad, but I know my God cares about my tears and cares about me. And now that my "daddy " is no longer here to talk to on the phone with or to go to Idaho to visit, I feel so alone. I will never be able to sit on his lap again or call him when the Texas Rangers are playing the Seattle Mariners and talk sports or hear those 4 words he ended every phone call with, "I love you sweetie"; but I will see him in eternity and for that I am thankful. Terry

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